BETRAYING YOU RUINED THEIR LIFE ☹️ FEELING DEEP REGRET & EMOTIONAL TURMOIL 😰 COLLECTIVE LOVE READING transcript

Hi everyone. Welcome to your love tarot card reading. This is a timeless love reading for the collective. Not all of the messages that come through during this love reading today will apply to everyone watching. So, please only take in from this reading those messages that speak to your soul and the ones that resonate for you and for your situation and just release the rest to the universe. This separation is destroying me.

So this tells us so very much just five words. This separation is destroying me. And I feel your person is having a really hard time. They are having to deal with a lot of their own emotional turmoil, a lot of their own emotional devastation. But on top of that, they're feeling a lot of deep regret, remorse, and of course, guilt that never seems to leave them. that guilt, regret, remorse is something that stays with this person all the time creating what is this inner destruction around them.

But that is the very thing they need to feel at the moment because it is working inside your person the way that it needs to work. And I know for all of you watching this reading today on Crystal Vision 111, this separation is difficult on all of you as well. But this is the place where everything changes. Even though your person is in this place where they're experiencing a difficult time, they're dealing with a lot of regret, a lot of guilt, a lot of emotional turmoil, perhaps a lot of emotional destruction within them, heartache, their own emotional suffering, which of course is something they brought upon themselves when they created this disconnect between the two of you.

It is causing them to look at themselves. It is causing them to have wakeup calls. They're doing a lot of reflecting, seeing and understanding that the reason they sit in this guilt and all of this emotional devastation at the moment is because of choices they made, actions they took, words they spoke, being in that place of sabotaging this connection, creating all of the chaos and confusion between the two of you, and now they regret it.

And there's only one way that they're ever going to be able to find any sort of inner peace concerning all of this, and that is to apologize. They realize they're not going to be able to carry that burden of guilt in their heart and in their soul for the rest of their life. Because that guilt and all of that regret, the remorse, the heartache and the heartbreak is something that's going to continue to expand for this person until they actually do something about it, like apologize and so much more that this person also realizes they need to do.

The bottom line being away from you is that this person is having a powerful wakeup call experience at the moment seeing that they need to do things differently that they need to come out of the silence that they need to apologize to you. Karma, I'm now feeling the consequences of my actions. Yes, because that is how the great universal law of cause and effect works. I was just talking about your person looking at their actions and their behaviors and the words they spoke to you.

All of the chaos that they created in your life that was so unnecessary. Did you need the drama that this person brought into your life? Did you need to experience all of that trauma this person brought into your life because that wasn't fun for you? And well, this person realizes that now. Not only have they broken their own heart through all of this, creating a lot of emotional devastation and emotional turmoil for themselves, but you as well, compounding all of this, hitting your person very hard.

And many times, if we don't learn and grow and evolve through the mistakes that we make by looking at ourselves and doing self-reflection, having wakeup calls and epiphies, well, then what happens next? Well, the universe comes along and kind of drops some karma on our heads and says, "You know what? You need to wake up. You need to do things differently. You need to evolve. And you weren't going to do it on your own by agreeing to go through that personal and spiritual growth.

So, we're going to give you something to help you along on your personal transformation journey because when this happens, yes, your person's definitely having a serious grow up awakening call at the moment. Yes, indeed, they are feeling the consequences of their actions and their choices. realizing that in order to come out of this place where they are feeling all of their own self-destruction, the only thing they can do is to reach out and talk to you and apologize and then start to make different choices, different decisions, making different actions, making themselves worthy of you, raising their vibration, being able to apologize to you as well, because I feel that burden of guilt is something this person carries with them all the time and it just chips away at them.

It creates a heavy heart for your person. It's almost like they are carrying the weight of the world on their shoulders with this guilt. So, they are seeing it. They are feeling it and they are definitely awakening to it. Because what I really feel more than anything else with these two cards is that hurting you, running away from you, betraying you, abandoning you, it's pretty much ruined their life at the moment because they are having to sit in the midst of all of it.

And all of this stuff, all of this chaos, all of their own drama, all of their own turmoil, emotional devastation just swirls around them. And they sit in the middle of it going, "I've got to do something. I can't stay in this place any longer. It's time for me to come up and out of the silence of this separation. It's time for me to reach out because I need to make different actions. I am making different choices. I've been crying over you.

Yes, I do feel that this is really heavy for you guys watching the reading today. what your person might be going through. But this is how some people learn. Unfortunately, this is how most people learn. Most people don't take on those life lessons experiences when everything is going great in their life. They think that they're invincible. They think that they can just keep going, just keep on going down the yellow brick road and everything is just going to be zippitydah hunky dory.

And so then something happens. Wake up. Call time. Epiphany time. Tears, heartache, sorrow, sadness, emotional devastation, guilt, regret, remorse. Those things that I just named should be enough to cause someone to wake up and smell the roses and drink the coffee and everything else. Yes. But sometimes people can still be resistant. And if they are still resistant, I've already said it. What happens? Well, the universe comes along and says, "Well, we are going to drop some karma on your head so that you're going to have to deal with it." Because when we start getting the karma coming in, when we sit in that place where we are receiving the karma, the consequences of our choices and our actions, it really hits us hard.

Especially when it's compounded with the grief, the sorrow, the emotional devastation that we're already feeling. So massive wakeup call for your person is happening one way or another either through their own valition or by the assistance of the universe, their angels and guides, by God, by the divine and their tears. Learning through pain. That is how most of us learn. Learning through tears, sorrow, sadness, emotional devastation, grief, guilt, regret. powerful teachers but karma is as well.

So I don't feel for all of you. I don't feel everyone is receiving some karma. All of your people is what I mean by that. But I do feel there are some people out there whose person is on the receiving end of some of this karma at the moment. And well, it's waking them up and shaking them up the way that it needs to. I truly apologize for my behavior towards you. And you know what? You are going to receive a beautiful apology from this person.

They are going to present themselves to you in a very unique and unusual way. They are going to approach you with compassion, with kindness, with understanding, with empathy for everything that you went through because well, they're going through it themselves right now. Yes. So, there's always what goes around turns around. Eventually, it all gets leveled out and balanced out the way that it needs to. But you are going to receive an apology from this person because that guilt, the regret, that remorse, it's all just eating away at them every day.

And they can't stand not being able to forgive themselves, which they will not be able to do until they apologize to you. I'm letting go of old ways and leaving toxic people and situations behind. I want a better life for myself, a new beginning. Well, amen. Hallelujah to this. Yes. Letting go of old ways. Letting go of all of that childishness, all of that immaturity, all of that low vibration stuff. No more toxic and dysfunctional clutter being in this connection.

No more toxic or dysfunctional habits, attitudes, beliefs, behaviors. All of that is going to be gone. No more self-sabotage in this connection either because your person's letting go of all of their old ways. All of those old ways of being. They're releasing it. They're letting it go because they've had profound learning experiences during the time that you've been apart from each other. They're also leaving toxic people and situations.

Now, for some of you, that toxic person could be someone that your person is attached to, perhaps a third party or a karmic situation. I'm not now saying that your person is involved in a karmic situation. There are some people who watch this channel who are well aware their person is involved with a karmic situation. And by nature, karmic situations are definitely toxic and dysfunctional. Yes, those karmic situations put the fun in toxic and dysfunctional because they are not fun at all.

And your person doesn't want to be in that space anymore either. They want a new beginning. They want a better life and they want this better life with you. They want a fresh start with you. They want the opportunity to well redeem themselves, explain themselves, to apologize because they want to see if you will take them back. Because this has been a very powerful wakeup call for this person. They see that betraying you has ruined their life, created a lot of problems, a lot of drama, a lot of chaos for them, which was truly all self-inflicted.

This is something they brought upon themselves. And now they have to sit in the consequence of that until they decide to do something about it. And they will decide to do something about it because they can't stay in that place of total misery, feeling as if they've got this emotional devastation and emotional destruction all around them. They can't stay in that place. They've got to get up and get moving on this return journey to you.

But we are going to use some tarot cards. Now I just think that the tarot portion of this reading might be very interesting today. So let's see what's coming in please. What do we need to hear? And this is the T of swords. Well yes, as I was just saying the tarot portion for the reading might be very interesting today and it most certainly is with the T of swords leading the way. This is a card of betrayal and abandonment.

And what your person is feeling at the moment is that they betrayed and abandoned themselves when they ran away from you. When this person created all of this drama, chaos, confusion, trauma in this relationship for the two of you, they are on the receiving end now of their actions, their behaviors, their choices, their words. This as well as a dark knight of the soul. And perhaps your person has been navigating through a dark night of the soul.

When your person left you, when they disappeared on you, when they pulled that long goodbye by slowly retreating their energy from you and then going, or whether it was just bam, [clears throat] all of a sudden pulling a runner. This person knows that that was not the right course of action or the right behavior. But for most of you, that is what initiated a dark night of the soul for you. And now your person is in one perhaps for many of you watching the reading as well.

This is their wakeup moment, this dark night. Because as we navigate through a dark night of the soul experience, you can't go around it. You can't pass it by. You can't say, "I'll do this next month, next year, whenever." Oh no, you got to do it right then. It is happening whether you want it to or not. That is the law of cause and effect in motion. The law of karma. Yes. You make choices. You make decisions. You take action.

You say words. This is what is going to happen. Bam. And it has. And so your person is having to navigate through a dark night experience. For some of you that are watching the reading, perhaps many of you either they're in it now, they're on their way into it, or they're coming out of it. The bottom line is it always returns us to the light and connects us again with the divine, the divine within ourselves. But your person is in this place where they do see that abandoning you, betraying you was definitely one of the biggest mistakes that they've ever made.

And now they sit in this place of regret and guilt and emotional turmoil for everything that they did to you because it's all turned onto themselves. But that 10 of swords as well, it's about breakthroughs. That number 10 resolves to number one like the ace of swords. The number one of swords saying, well, it's time for epiphies, breakthroughs, clarity. And that is what is happening in process in progress for your person right now.

But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today. Please, what do we need to hear? The queen of swords. Well, the queen of swords is all about truth, clarity, revelations, realizations. The Queen of Swords carries the sword of truth and your person's truth has definitely been revealed to them. And they are not liking the reality of their life without you. The truth of their life is that they're miserable.

They're on this self-destructive place because they self-destructed this relationship. They want to get off that path. They want to get back to this path of light, love, happiness that comes from being with you. And in order to do that, they're going to have to speak to you. They're going to have to explain. They're going to have to apologize. They're going to have to treat you with respect, kindness, generosity, affection, compassion, empathy, and love.

It's time that they apologized as well with this Queen of Swords. They're going to have to be fair to you. The bottom line is because of what they're going through, they want to be. This is their wakeup call moment. Seeing the truth of their life without you is not a pleasant one at all for them. It is quite a miserable one with the cards that we have on the table, especially that T of swords. But it's time to speak their truth to you as well about their feelings, about where they see this relationship going, about how much they have always loved you, about how much they regret hurting you the way that they did because they want a better life for the two of you together.

They want a fresh start. The Queen of Swords is an air sign. That's Libra, Gemini, and Aquarius. You don't have to be any of the signs that I mentioned for this reading, nor does your person. This reading is for all signs and it is more important that you take in what speaks to your soul and just release what doesn't. But what I'm really hearing coming in from spirit today for this reading is that betraying you ruined their life and now they are feeling deep regret and emotional turmoil and they do not like it at all.

They want to get up and out of that space is basically what's coming through from this person as well. But let's see what else. Excuse me. What else is coming in for this love reading today, please? The four of swords. Well, the four of swords is actually a card of healing. It is also a card of peace. And this person acknowledges that their greatest time of peace, contentment, tranquility came when the two of you were together.

They're definitely not feeling that peace right now. Let me try that again. They are definitely not feeling that peace right now. This is also a card that tells us your person is retreated away. They are silent. They are quiet. And as you can see in this image, this person looks like they are kneeling in front of that bench and praying. I feel your person may be doing some of that, a lot of that at the moment. This is about healing everything within.

Which is why a dark knight of the soul experience gets initiated to heal those things within us that we've carried for far too long. The damage, heartache, heartbreak, unhealed traumas and wounds, emotional baggage, and everything else, our fears, our insecurities. healing that so that we can live from the place of our truth that comes with the queen of swords and be authentic. That is what your person is doing at the moment.

But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today, please. And this is the death card. Well, your person's definitely in a place of significant transformation with the death card showing up, especially with this 10 of swords leading the way. A dark knight of the soul doing a lot of healing within. Now, the death card, your person is in a place of significant transformation right now as we are talking during this reading today.

This death card tells us your person is being reborn. They are growing up. They are ascending. They are finding their emotional maturity and stability. They are healing all of these things from the past because they realize it is the only way. It's the only path forward. They resisted growing up for so long. They resisted going through this change and this metamorphosis for so long because either they didn't want to, they didn't think they needed to, they were afraid to, they were afraid that they were going to fail at it.

They just wish they'd taken care of it sooner because if they had things would be very different now that it is where they are and it's what's happening. But whatever they're feeling and experiencing in their life at the moment, it is definitely giving them the wakeup calls they need, the epiphies, the clarity, the insight, the wisdom, the guidance that is going to allow them to return to you in a much better place than the person that created all of the chaos to begin with.

Now death is ruled by Scorpio but also the planet Pluto and the planet Pluto is all about renewal, rebirth, restoration. So your person is being reborn definitely connecting with the light, connecting with the divine within themselves and that will allow them to connect to the divine within you and as you acknowledge the divine within each other that helps this connection so very much. It helps it really take root and allow those roots of love to really stabilize deep into the earth and create and build a solid relationship for the two of you.

But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today, please. And this is the two of pentacles. Well, okay. So, the death card is about change. The two of pentacles is about change. The T of swords ultimately brings change as does the four of swords because that's about healing. But now as well the two of pentacles the card of what goes around comes around karma. I am now feeling the consequences of my choices but also the change that is happening within your person that has needed to happen for such a long time.

But your love has been a catalyst for this person's change. Your love is the catalyst for their growth. for their evolvement, for their transcending and ascending and lifting themselves up, but as well there is always a boat in the background on this two of coins card. Well, most of the decks do have a boat. And that is because of the emotional up and down that this person is going through during this time that you're apart.

I believe for so many of you, this person thought that they could just walk away from this connection and have it not bother them. Well, they realize that was foolish, foolish thinking on their part because well, it's really really bothering them right now. It may not have bothered them immediately when they ran away, when they pulled the runner, but after time of thinking, gaining clarity, looking within, addressing those problems within them, oh, they're seeing it now, and they are feeling every inch of it.

And actually this two of pentacles tells us your person is gearing up to bring the change because they want to turn around and return to you because they don't like the emotional turmoil that they are feeling without having you in their life. So they do realize it's time to bring change and do something about it. But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today, please. And here we have the four of cups.

Oh, four of swords. Four of cups, double fours. Yes, let's build that strong foundation that we were talking about just a few moments ago because your person wants this opportunity to represent themselves to you as a romantic partner. Only this time, this person is going to make you and this connection a priority. This time, this person is not going to ignore you or neglect you when you need them or when you ask them a question or when you talk to them.

This time, your person is going to bring all of themselves into this relationship with you, not just bits and pieces or fragments of them. This person sees where they were trying to control what happened between the two of you by missing dates, by missing opportunities that were set aside for going out together, meeting up together, talking on the phone together, talking through those apps together because all the while they were trying to control what was happening between the two of you because their emotions were on overdrive and it was too overwhelming for them.

No more of that. No more of those games. No more of that nonsense because they are leaving old ways and toxic situations and stuff in the past where it belongs. No more of that is going to be in this connection for you and your person ever, ever, ever again, which is going to make this relationship so much more solid, so much more durable, so much more longlasting as well as you have this new beginning built on a super power base that comes with those double fours.

And actually the death card 1 + 3 13 equals 4. So we have triple fours triple fours on the table for the reading. If you guys are seeing triple 4 let us know in the comments or you can type triple four of course to claim this reading for yourselves. But yes, a new beginning, a structured one, a powerful one, one that is going to last because your person is not bringing any of their low vibration [snorts] stuff back into this connection because they don't want to feel this emotional turmoil or devastation again.

So, they're healing all of it and dealing with all of it as well because they've had a lot of realizations. Indeed, they have had a lot of realizations based on the cards that we have on the table for the reading today. Yes, they have massive wakeup call experiences. But now with realization, oh your person sees so much about themselves, their behaviors, their actions, their attitudes, their old beliefs, holding on to those old ways of thinking about themselves, those old ways of looking at themselves because you always tried to show them a better way.

You always tried to show them that they could have the best in life. And now they realize that they can. They realize that they are worthy because you have driven that home to them through your love, through your compassion, through your kindness and wisdom as well. This card comes with number three. Number three could be March or the third of any month if that resonates with anyone at all. But yes, so many realizations this person has been having and that is what's getting them though to the place where they are growing up, applying what they understand to themselves, assimilating it all into the core of who they are is going to make for a much more solid partnership for the two of you because they are bringing change with this card.

And change comes with number 35. Number 35 could be your ages now or when you met. It could be March 5th, May 3rd, the number 8. It could be the 8th of any month or August as well if any of that resonates with anyone. But change and there are so many images of change on this card. All of these lightning bolts, all of this electricity zap zap zapping away this great giant what I think might be a silk scarf flying up in the air because it's all about movement.

It's all about energy. It's all about coming out of stagnation and making the change. Hallelujah for that. Yes. And so your person knows they have to be the change and bring the change. Well, that's interesting because death, two of pentacles, and now this change card all about change. And I'm not going to be able to get that glare off. Not if I want to see the rest of the cards, but that is the best that I can do with the glary card today. but change.

It's time for transformation to this relationship because as well the death card tells us that we are approaching the end of a cycle, the end of the cycle where things have been chaotic, where things have been silent. We are coming to the end of the cycle where things are going to get very different for you and your person. It's time for the next chapter. Time for the next installment of this love story. Time to come out of the phase that you are in.

That separation phase. And I don't like to use separation. I'm using it because it's on the card. I much prefer to say the preparing for union phase because in truth that is what you are doing through the life lesson experiences that you're having during the time apart from each other. But yes, it is time to come out of that. It's time for the next phase of this journey. It's time for connecting and loving and uniting with each other as well.

But ego, well, your person knows that they did let their pride and their ego get in the way of so much that was happening between the two of you. And I know so many of you that are watching this reading have experienced having to deal with your person's pride and ego, jealousy perhaps as well, selfishness, stubbornness, all of it kind of belongs with this ego card. Although the peacock is indeed beautiful, yes, but all of that's going to be gone because what your person is going through right now is the great leveling.

No more pride, no more ego, no more stubbornness or selfishness. All of that's going to be replaced with love, compassion, kindness, selflessness because pride and ego do not belong in this connection anyway at all. They don't belong in any relationship, but especially in a divine counterpart connection. those things just don't belong here and it's time for them to be gone which is what your person is working on during this time that you are away from each other but let's see what else is coming in please regret yes well your person does have a lot of regret for words for actions for treatment of you for behaviors for sabotaging this connection for creating arguments for no reason other than to create problems because of their fears.

This also says start making empowered choices. Yes, because they are feeling the consequences of their actions. So, they are going to make much better choices moving forward because they want a better outcome than the one that they're feeling right now. Because the outcome that they're feeling right now is all about deep regret and emotional turmoil. And they don't want to be in that space anymore. They want a fresh start, a better life for the two of you together.

If you can forgive, forgive. [clears throat] Can you forgive this person? And that is a question that only you guys watching the reading can answer. And I know for many of you, you have already forgiven this person. But as they do come forward with an apology, it's very important that you allow them to get it all out. The apology is what I mean by then. Because it's going to be a very gratifying experience for you. But that's not why you're doing it.

But it's going to be a very heartopening experience for them to be vulnerable and ask for your forgiveness because this person does indeed want to attain tranquility and peace of mind. Again, that is part of that four of swords. But loss, yes, this person is feeling lost without you. They feel completely lost without you. You have always been their anchor. You have always been their guiding light. You have always been their voice of reason.

You have always been their port in the storm. And they don't have that now. They feel that they are just tossed about in a great vast sea with no direction at times. They feel that they are just going in circles. Again, it comes back to them realizing though that this is something that they brought upon themselves. This is something that they're having to deal with because of the choices and the decisions that they made.

And that as well is their great reckoning, their great awakening also deception. And here we have a beautiful carnival mask. Yes, I love those masks. I think they are so beautiful. I don't like it when people wear them though. Do you? You guys watching the reading? You could see through it anyway. You could see through the illusion. you could blast past the mask or the many masks that this person was wearing. So yes, because you are able to look beyond the superficial and this as well is something that this person does feel a lot of regret for.

Pride and ego caused this person to wear a mask. pride and ego caused them to try and present themselves as someone who is full of false bravado because truly they are very insecure in who they are. Not when they come back. When this person returns, they're going to be real. They're going to be authentic. You're going to know exactly who you are dealing with because they are going to allow you to see the real person.

Take off that mask. As that roomy quote says, your face is glorious. Your person is rising above. They are working to rise above all of this right now because that dark knight of the soul experience is causing them to rise above lifting themselves up being at a higher vibration. Coming above the drama, the obstacles and everything else that created problems between the two of you because they see that all of that has ruined their life.

They don't want to be in this place of deep regret, guilt, remorse, shame. They don't want to be in this place of emotional turmoil and emotional suffering. So, they want to apologize. They need your forgiveness because this person wants to have this beautiful opportunity to have a better life with you. This is your reading for today, everyone. Thank you all so much for watching. If you enjoyed this reading, please take a moment to like, comment, and subscribe to the channel.

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