YOUR PERSON FEELS EMBARRASSED & FOOLISH! 😭 THEY REGRET THEIR MISTAKES (LOVE TAROT READING) ♥️ transcript

Hi everyone. Welcome to your love tarot card reading. This is a timeless love reading for the collective. Not all of the messages that come through during this love reading today will apply to everyone watching. So, please let me take in from this reading those messages that speak to your soul and the ones that resonate for you and your situation and just release the rest to the universe. I hate myself for hurting you.

I'm filled with regret. Your person at the moment is sitting just filled with regret, guilt and remorse. I feel as well they are feeling very ashamed of themselves because they know absolutely know how very deeply they hurt you. They are aware that they brought a lot of emotional devastation into your life, a lot of confusion, a lot of conflict, a lot of turmoil because they created arguments for no reason other than they were trying to sabotage this connection, not feeling worthy, not feeling good enough, creating a lot of problems between the two of you instead of having adult conversations.

It would have made all the difference in the world if this person had just sat down with you. The two of you could have talked things through, talked things over, come up with some compromises for what they were feeling, what they were going through, coming up with a plan to help them heal those things perhaps. And if you couldn't have helped them, you most certainly more than likely would have pointed them in the direction of someone who could.

And now they are not very happy with themselves. They are feeling quite disgusted with their actions and behaviors because they know without a doubt that you deserve so much better, than how they acted, than how they treated you, for creating problems, for creating arguments for no reason, and then spinning those arguments around and blaming them on you. And for all of you watching this reading today on Crystal Vision 111, more than likely the majority of you have had this experience with your person.

And now they're feeling a lot of shame for all of this. But at the moment, this is their teacher causing them to say, "I am not going to allow myself to go down this road of hurting you and hurting us or this connection ever again. I feel like a stupid fool." Well, the folly of pride is something that's coming through very loud and clear at the moment. Yes, your person realizes that they were foolish. They are embarrassed for their words and their actions.

They are humiliated for how they treated you. And this is something that does not sit very easily with them at the moment. They don't like themselves. They hate themselves for hurting you. They're having to bear the burden of all of that guilt on their shoulders, in their heart. And you guys know what it's like when you feel guilty for something. It just eats away at you. It just gnaws away at you inside, right in the center of your chest.

And you feel like you are just going to explode unless you do something to alleviate that guilt. This is what's going on with your person. Feeling foolish and embarrassed. Oh, they regret everything that they did that created the problems between the two of you. And there is only one solution. There's only one remedy for all of this. They can't continue to sit there in their guilt, shame, and regret. They can't continue to be in that space where they don't like themselves, where they don't like that reflection that stares back at them in the mirror.

Because that reflection that stares back to your person all the time, in the mornings, in the afternoons, when they go to the washroom, when they're at the gym, perhaps when they're getting ready for bed, that reflection speaks loud and clear to your person because they can see it in their eyes. the unhappiness that they are feeling, their own sorrow, their own heartbreak. For all of these things that they did that really didn't need to happen other than your person was foolish, immature, childish, and unyielding, and unwilling to have adult conversations with you, which would have changed the dynamic between the two of you completely.

Because if they' done that, you would more than likely be in a very different space right now. But they can't go back in time. There is no time machine. All this person can do is step forward like the fool in the tarot and take a leap of faith and see if you are willing to forgive and allow them back into your life. I'm really suffering because of my mistakes. Oh, this person is aware of all of the mistakes that they have made here concerning you, concerning this connection, concerning themselves as well.

And I feel it's something they do beat themselves up for every day. That reflection in the mirror reminding them you did this to yourself. The reason you are unhappy is because of XYZ ABC. all of those actions, all of those behaviors, each and everything that they did, every mistake that they made. And they knew they were making those mistakes more than likely as they were committing them. And what do they feel now? Guilt, regret, foolish, embarrassed because this person knows that they could have done so much better.

They wish they had done so much better because now neither one of you would be in this place where you are suffering, emotionally devastated, feeling a lot of heartache because of this person's mistakes, because of the problems that they created. You guys watching the reading, did you ever see your person create problems out of nothing at all? turning these little teeny weeny moleh hills into these giant epic mountains of big blow up arguments for no reason other than self-sabotage, other than wanting to spin all of that around and blaming on you, blaming you for the arguments, blaming you for the problems which more than likely so many of you have experienced with this person.

Well, that is something else. So they are feeling a lot of unease within themselves about feeling foolish, feeling embarrassed, feeling stupid as well, not liking themselves, having to deal with that regret and that remorse each and every day. But it is all working at the moment the way that it needs to to teach your person the right way to do things, the right way to have relationships. I deserve the karma I've been getting.

Well, this as well is a powerful teacher for your person karma. Oh, yes indeed it is. And if your person wants different outcomes, if they want different experiences, they do indeed need to handle themselves differently. They need to be mature. They need to be an adult. They need to have adult conversations. They need to explain things. They need to show up. They need to apologize. They need to take accountability for the things that they did wrong, don't they?

Yes. In order to have a happier, better outcome in life, you need to make the choices that bring you happiness. If you don't, you are going to be down in that place where you are having to deal with consequences. Consequences of those choices that were made out of fear. Consequences of decisions that were made because they didn't feel worthy of love. They didn't deem themselves to be at your level, at your vibration.

They didn't want to do the work back then to lift themselves up to your vibration. So, let's just make a big huge mess of things and then run away and not deal with it. And well, feeling foolish, embarrassed, ashamed, feeling a lot of regret, a lot of remorse for mistakes for the problems that they created between the two of you. And now they sit in that place perhaps where they are on the receiving end of some karma because that is one of the way the universe comes along to shake us up and wake us up and well get us moving in the right direction for life.

I hope I can make it all up to you. Yes, this person's plan is to make it all up to you. One day at a time, one hour at a time, one moment at a time, however it needs to be. Your person is going to be diligent though and determined to make all of it up to you because they don't want to stay in that place of regret and remorse and being unhappy with themselves, not liking themselves, hating that reflection that stares back at them in the mirror.

Because in looking at that reflection, they have to admit to themselves, I did all of this. I created all of this drama, all of this conflict, all of this heartache, all of this emotional turmoil because I was being foolish, because I was acting out, because I was immature, because I was sabotaging this connection, because I was afraid, I was full of fear. And now I realize that being in that place as well is another big huge epic mistake that I made.

I understand that fear does not belong in this connection. Fear does not belong in my life anymore. And that is definitely one of the things that I have learned from you because you have shown me that love is what really matters. And now I want to get back to the love and being with you. if you are willing to accept my apology for each and every mistake that I made. And I know I made a lot of them. I don't want to make them anymore.

But when I do, if I do, I'm going to own them as they happen. I'm going to be responsible for doing things that hurt you, that hurt us, that create problems between us. And I will apologize for them as they happen because I want to be accountable to you to this connection to the divine and to myself as well because not liking myself very much at the moment because I failed you. I failed this connection and I failed myself in the process.

But we are going to use some tarot cards now and see what else is coming in for this love reading today. Please, what do we need to hear? The six of coins. Well, your person is going to be very different upon their return. The six of coins is about them giving back to you. It is about equal give and take. It is about generosity, a generosity of affection, of love, of kindness, of understanding. It is about your person saying, "I'm going to be so much more fair to you because I see that I was not respectful.

I see that I did not treat you with the same respect, love, honor, and dignity that you treated me. You have been the greatest blessing in my life. And I've always believed that. I have always known that. And now it's time for me to acknowledge this to you loud and clear. Tell it to everyone. And I want to shout it from the rooftops that you have been a gift from the divine. And I have so many regrets for how I handled us, how I handled this connection, how I handled this gift from God.

And I'm not going to be in that place anymore because I'm not going to allow myself to fall into any of those traps that I allowed myself to fall into before. I want to stand solid and steady with you by my side. So, we have a much better chance of building a happy, balanced, harmonious, blessed relationship. But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today, please. What do we need to hear? The moon. Well, the moon actually tells us a lot today, guys.

I feel because I feel your person is in a bit of a ooie place, right? I feel they're not in the best of spirits. They're not in the best of moods. And the moon does come along to confirm that. The moon is a card of melancholy. It is a card of deep emotion as well. And I feel that your person's emotions are definitely all over the place. They have peaked down into a low place because they're missing you. They're longing for you.

But the moon is also a card of our illusions. And what are our illusions? There are fears. There are insecurities, our lack of confidence, feelings of unworthiness, feelings of not being good enough. It is those things that we carry within that we have been told throughout a lot of our lives. And we've been told those things so much that we start believing that we are not good enough, that we are not worthy, that we're not ever going to amount to anything, that no one will ever love us because of whatever those reasons are. that people are told, well, your person is battling through all of these things at the moment because they understand in their period of self-reflection during this time that you're apart from each other that they allowed all of those things to create the walls and the illusions and the problems and the obstacles between the two of you.

They don't want any more obstacles between you, but dreams as well. Feel your person has been dreaming a lot about you lately. Perhaps you've been dreaming of your person as well. And if so, pay attention to those dreams. When you wake up, write it down. Speak it into your phone. Type it into your phone. Write it in a dream journal. Write it on a tissue that's next to the side of your bed. Whatever you need to do, write it down.

Because you may not understand everything that you see or experience in that dream right away. Because a lot of times dreams come through symbols, but it can also come through conversations and different things that happen during those dreams. So pay attention, write it down, and then perhaps look things up online so that you can analyze the dream and understand its meaning because you will see and experience clues from your person in regard to where they are on this return journey to you.

But let's see what else what else is coming in, please. The Ace of Cups. Oh, this is all about the beginning of love. Let's start over. Can we begin again? I'm going to do it right this time, though. No more mistakes, no more foolishness. I don't want any more regrets. I don't want any more problems. I am not going to mess things up between us again because messing things up makes me feel like crap. It makes me feel like a horrible person.

And I don't want to mess things up between us anymore because I love you. I want this new relationship with you. I want us to have a very powerful fresh start. And I'm going to be loving, kind, generous, giving, caring. I'm going to be compassionate as well as passionate. And I'm going to give so much back to you in regard to affection and my undivided attention. My emotions for you have always been so very strong and I was afraid of them.

And that is why I created a lot of problems between the two of us. But that love that I feel for you has never disappeared. It's never gone away. It's never diminished. It has actually continued to grow and expand and get more powerful all the time. And that has been a major clue for me that I need to come back to you so that we can have an opportunity to start over and begin again without me hiding anything. without me pretending that I don't care, but with me being full on with my heart open and ready to experience love with you.

But let's see what else. What else is coming in for this love reading today, please? The Hieropphant. Oh my goodness, we do love the Hieropphant. Yes, we do. Especially for this reading today, coming next to the Ace of Cups. Well, the hieropphant is about tradition. A traditional relationship is just the two of you. You and your person building a happy, harmonious, balanced, peaceful, healthy union together. But the hieropphant is also the card of the counselor, the card of the teacher.

So for some of you perhaps your person has been getting some sort of counsel, gaining wisdom, spiritual wisdom, spiritual awakening through talking to someone, by reading things online, perhaps reading books, by reading articles, by watching videos, whatever it is they may be doing. They are gaining insight and wisdom into themselves, which is what's caused them to start this reading with, "I deserve the karma I've been getting because I really screwed things up between us.

I hurt you. I hurt this connection and I rejected this gift from God." When you reject a gift from the universe, of course, more than likely you are going to receive some not so good karma for that, right? Of course. That is the law of cause and effect in motion. That great universal law that says if you do this, this is what's going to happen. Go ahead and test it. See, try and find out for yourself. And then boom, wham, here it comes.

And now your person missing you, longing for you, feeling very melancholy without you, feeling a lot of regret, guilt, remorse, feeling foolish because they've awakened to all of their actions and behaviors. And they see it and they understand what they've done. and they're not liking it very much either. But with the Hieropphant, they want a partnership with you, a committed relationship. The Hieropphant is ruled by Taurus.

You do not have to be a Taurus, nor does your person. You don't have to be any signs that I mention. This reading is for all signs and it's more important that you take in the messages that speak to your soul and just release the ones that don't. But what I'm really hearing coming in from spirit today, this person feels embarrassed and foolish. They regret all of their mistakes. They regret acting out. They regret being immature.

They regret hurting you. They regret denying their feelings and running away and abandoning this connection the way that they did. They're having some significant wakeup calls as a result of all of that. But let's see what else. What is coming in for this love reading today, please? The nine of wands. Well, this is about your person finding their inner confidence. This is about your person finding their courage, their inner strength, being able to stand up and be bold and brave and stand on the power of who they have been becoming during the time that you've been apart from each other.

But this nine of wands as well is about a fresh approach. Coming at you very differently than they had before. Coming at you with love that comes with this ace of cups. Coming towards you with their heart open. Ready to talk about feelings. Ready to talk about the future. Ready to share with you in all the ways that they have grown up emotionally, spiritually, mentally as well. Because with the nine of wands, it is about your person being persistent, not backing down, not giving up, but coming in to pursue you and pursue this relationship.

And let's see what else is coming through for this love reading today, please. The 10 of swords. Well, 10 of swords. Not a happy card, but yet a very important one. Especially with some of the cards that we have on the table for the reading already. Some of these message cards. Yes. T of swords. Well, your person is definitely having a wakeup call because that number 10 resolves to number one, which is very reminiscent of the Ace of Swords, which is about breakthroughs, clarity, seeing the truth, gaining a much greater understanding of everything going on in our lives because we're having to take it all in and take it all on.

And this is what's happening for your person with this T of Swords. This is a card of a mental breakdown, emotional breakdowns. This is a card that tells us your person is acknowledging that when they betrayed you, they betrayed themselves as well. And well, this is something that they deeply regret. The betrayal, the hurting, the disappearing, the running, the ghosting, the denying, abandoning this connection. It's all come back to haunt them.

In other words, because as well, this T of swords can be a dark night of the soul experience. And you guys know what that's like. More than likely, you've all had one. And yours is initiated by your person shutting down and running away and disappearing on you. And you having to deal with the emotional fallout of all of that. And I know that that was a very difficult time. And you had no choice but to go through it. And well, they have no choice at the moment either other than to go through it.

And this is where they are growing up, learning, evolving, transcending, being able to acknowledge that they are never going to allow themselves to go down that path of self-destruction or destructing this relationship ever again because this is the very thing that gives them the insight, the wisdom, the clarity, and the awakening as well coupled with the Hieropphant. But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today, please.

And here we have the T of coins. Oh my goodness. Well, this is an interesting juxtaposition. The T of swords, the 10 of coins. I'm just going to drop that right there. What an interesting combination of cards because they are so different from one another. 10 of coins. It is about your person saying, "I want a committed relationship with you." This is about hearth and home. It is about family. It is about combining your families, planning a family, perhaps bringing your pet families together, making plans to have a family in the future, talking about it.

It can be about extended families, whatever it might be for you. Just take it as it resonates. But this is about affection, love, good vibes, good vibrations. This is about good luck, things changing for the better. Because with this T of coins, your person wants this partnership with you to endure. This is higher. This is a higher level commitment card. But let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today, please.

The King of Wands. Oh my goodness. I love the Kings. Yes, I do. All four of them. But King of Wands is my second most favorite of the people cards. All the people cards in the deck. Yes. the kings, the queens, and so on. But the King of Wands makes it happen. The King of Wands gets it done. They take command with a determination and a focus that you have probably not seen in your person ever before. And this is going to be their energy returning to you.

And that is regardless of their sign, regardless of any of that. Although the King of Wands is a fire sign which is Leo, Sagittarius and Aries, this is all the energy of the card. This is all the energy of the reading. So your person doing what it takes to get things out of stagnation, to get things out of limbo to come moving very rapidly towards you with the energy of the King of Wands because that is fire of fire.

So yes, that's why I like the kings. They take action, they get up, they get moving. But with the King of Wands, it is about persistence. It is about not backing down. It is about not allowing anything or anyone to stand in their way of coming to have this 10 of coins hearth and home partnership long-term commitment with you. But let's see what else, please. What do we need to hear? The wall obstacles. This card comes with number 56.

Number 56 could be your age is now or when you met. It could be a birth year for some of you. It could be May 6th, June 5th, the number 11. So it could be the 11th of any month. It could be November. It could be the number two. It could be February the 2nd of any month. It could also be New Year's Day perhaps if any of that resonates with any of you watching the reading. But yes, the wall and obstacles. Well, for so many of you that are watching this reading, your person did put up that wall between the two of you.

Putting up a wall to make them feel safe that they could hide behind so they wouldn't get hurt because they've been hurt before. And when someone's been really hurt in relationships, they will build a wall around their heart, 10 feet thick, 20 feet thick, impenetrable, a fortress, and then hide in that fortress, protecting their heart from ever getting hurt again by not being emotionally available and being emotionally avoidant for the most part.

And for some of you, that has been your experience with your person. Well, that's not going to be part of this connection moving forward because that light is actually the light of the moon shining through this hole in this wall to illuminate them within. Just like the moon on this moon card illuminating from within to be able to identify all of those reasons why why why they put that wall up between the two of you to begin with so that they can bring it permanently crashing down.

So instead of a brick wall, it's just going to be rubble of bricks all over the place that you can climb over to get to each other. Right. Yes. But no more wall, no more obstacles, no more buffers between the two of you, but your person's heart being open to give and receive love in that reciprocal way that comes with this six of pentacles. Now we have feast of plenty. This card comes with number 20. Oh my goodness, that's a rhyme.

I don't think I've ever noticed that before. I may not have ever read it out like that before, but I'm going to do that again. Feast of Plenty comes with number 20. Number 20 can be the 20th of any month. It could be your ages now or when you met. It can be the number two. So, it could be the second of any month or February. But then we do have double twos on the table. No other twos for the reading today. But that's okay.

Choices and their consequences. Oh yes, your person is dealing with a whole lot of consequences of their choices. That is perhaps some karma that they may have been receiving. It doesn't have to be, of course. It can just be their own guilt, their own despair, their own sorrow and sadness, their own regret, all of their remorse, their shame, being embarrassed, feeling foolish. All of that is consequences for choices, isn't it?

Yes, actually it is. And well, I do feel that your person does indeed want to have different choices. They want different outcomes than the one the two of you are currently experiencing. So they are going to do something to make that happen. So the two of you can come together and have a much better relationship with one another. A relationship that thrives. A relationship that's happy, that's healthy, that's built on a strong foundation of all of those things that make up a beautiful union.

So, let's see what else is coming in for this love reading today. Please, what do we need to hear? Drama. Emotions are running high. Well, I do feel your person's emotions are all over the place. Actually, a bit like an emotional roller coaster ride that just is really jumbled and all over the place because I feel that they are in this place where they're full of sorrow and sadness, regret, and remorse. and all of those emotions are just pummeling them all the time to get up and get moving to apologize to you.

Their person knows that they brought a lot of conflict into this connection. They don't want to bring that back. They don't want to be toxic anymore. They don't want to create a lot of unnecessary conflicts, arguments, problems, mistakes, drama between the two of you ever again. So, you will see this person taking that to task to make sure that they don't drag any of this low vibration stuff back into this relationship because it does not belong here.

Not in a divine counterpart connection. No, it doesn't belong in any relationship, but especially a divine counterpart connection. No more drama, no more chaos, no more arguing for no reason. That having civilized discussions to resolve problems and make compromises with each other is going to make a beautiful difference for this relationship. And here we have memories, thinking about past events, well, nostalgia, longing.

Oh yes, your person's longing for you. They want this partnership with you. They are missing you. They're sad without you. They're melancholy without you. And that is a yearning and a longing. That is a hunger that comes with the moon that comes from way down deep at the soul level that nothing else will satisfy. But this also tells us that your person is not only focused on the beautiful happy memories between the two of you and longing for you, but also replaying, revisiting, and reliving all the times that they embarrass themselves, all the times that they were foolish.

All of those things now that fill them with regret and remorse for acting out in all of those ways and not being responsible for it ever before. And that is going to be one of the big differences that you see in your person because with the king of wands and the hieropphant, oh yes, they are going to be responsible, accountable, and dependable because they want to rebuild this relationship with that cute little hammer.

If I had a hammer, I don't remember that song. I'd hammer in the morning or something like that, but it's got nothing to do with this reading. I don't know why that song just comes to mind. Start over and rebuild stronger. Yes. Well, hallelujah for that. That is actually the energy that comes with the 10 of coins. Let's build a structure for this relationship that is going to last. Let's knock down that wall and let's use all of those bricks, those building blocks that make up a solid relationship from those bricks.

And instead of a wall, let's have a strong foundation. And that is going to make a big huge difference for you guys watching the reading, isn't it? Of course, it is. Things are going to be so very different as the two of you have the opportunity to rebuild, to come together, to start over because your person's also going to be putting in the work. Yes. Personal strength, working on it together. Persistence. Yes, persistence.

Nine of Wands. King of Wands. Your person's not going to back down ever because of suckers. Lollipops. Okay. Fools for each other. Well, you love each other is the bottom line. This is about mutual feelings. Be being really into each other. Really being into each other. Two hearts completely invested. Well, you know that is the Ace of Cups. Both of you being fully immersed and invested in this relationship. And that is going to make a beautiful difference.

Two against the world. The two of you working together to build, to create, to evolve, to become the best versions of romantic partners for one another as you are spending time with each other. that is going to make this such a happy solid relationship for the two of you and apology. Well, your person is going to apologize. They need to apologize. They want to apologize. They want your forgiveness. But there is this pressing need within them to apologize because I feel that guilt is just chip chip chipping away at them all the time.

Not being happy with themselves. Chip chip chipping away. Eating them up inside. Gnawing at them. You know what that's like, guys? So, they want to apologize. They want forgiveness. They want to come back. They know it's not over. They know there's more to this story because they want this hearth and home with you. This is your reading for today everyone. Thank you all so much for watching. If you enjoyed this reading, please take a moment to like, comment, and subscribe to the channel.

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